Recent events in my life has not been all fun and dandy, some are just too negative and toxic. And much to my shame, I've reacted equally negative to all that. Haihhh... I've always prided myself to remain positive in some of the worst situations, something that I've trained myself to do for the last few years. Yet, for the last year I've somehow been sucked into an intoxicated swirling pool of negativity. The worst part is that it was somehow a concious course of action, allowing myself to be a part of the things I don't like. In managing these stuff a part of me somehow made the decision to just drop it all and get away.. far away from the toxic environment, easiest way out. Again, the key word is easy hahahaa everybody wants the easy way out but in my case, it didn't turn out to be that easy and I'm thankful to Allah. In times of doubt always remember that Allah *or whatever God you pray to* will never put you in a situation that you can't handle. He knows best and always gives you what you want. Remember when you prayed for strength to keep going on? the strength to be a better person? if you ever prayed for that then embrace the tests that He gives you for you'll never know how strong you are until you are pushed to a corner. So you being in any situation that you like or dislike is already calculated by Him, He knows you're ready for it... so embrace whatever situation you're in, no matter how shitty you think it might be. Hey, whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger eh? and in my case prettier and a pain in the butt for all them haters!
Ciao!
