If you can't convince love then you confuse it.

I should be happy, I deserve to be happy now but why you gotta rain on my parade? Urghhh it's so annoying when I still feel responsible to get your life back on track and move on. I wish I can just sweep this feeling or habit away and live my life happily but it ain't that easy. I really don't want to hate you but at the rate you're going I might just go down to your level and react negatively. Life isn't always as we planned.. I planned to be in love till my dying breath but looks like that ain't happening and I've changed my terms of love from romantic to just love in general. Stop being stubborn and accept the changes in life, is that such a difficult thing to consider?
As always, my opinion of love is that it's not an easy concept and you're not making things easier. I really don't understand your strategy of making me "fall in love" with you again coz whatever you're doing looks so damn wrong. Or maybe that's your strategy? If you can't convince then you confuse. Well in that case, you're on a winning path coz I'm one confused woman.