Bittersweet loss

*sigh* my 2nd first blog..what happened to the first one??? lost it in the friendster upgrade..well, i can't blame them coz i have been neglecting my account. so to say, i have successfully taken for granted the love-hate relationship i had with them and we all know the result of taking things for granted...u'll only realize how much they mean to you till it's too late...till u lose them. I wonder when i'll ever learn my lesson? or when all of us can learn a thing from two from these losses. It's actually also very ironic that the act of "taking things for granted" is something that we don't like other to do but we do it all the time and what's more ironic is that we do it sometimes with a sick hope to actually lose the things we love. crazy eh? we might not want to admit it but it's actually true and the real question is why? guess some of our common reasons include "i can't hurt him/her/them" and "it's better this way" and "i just don't freakin' care">>>sad  but  true :( well, i would like to (officially) apologize to friendster for taking them for granted, i'm sorry to "sweet30" blog for neglecting to save u from being lost, sorry to all the bittersweet, love-hate emotions that i've poured in the blog...u will be dearly missed and will always be remembered..but as i always say...life is too short to be upset over the things that you've lost. tomorrow the sun will still shine and life goes on :) welcome to my new blog!