Sky is the limit?

The sky is the limit? One of the overrated statements of the century? Wish it wasn’t so but sadly in some parts of my life, the statement seemed very overrated. Honestly people…who would want to literally reach up to the sky, heck even the astronauts are being paid and maybe forced to reach up to the sky hahaaa why am I ranting out about this issue rite? well, safely to say that used to be one of things that I always tell myself but recently I find that my self-motivating talk and principles are totally ridiculous *sigh* now I sound like a loser eh? not exactly an inaccurate description of myself actually, considering the craps I’ve put myself into the last few weeks. Now, where should I start? Such a rhetoric question but it’s obviously my (love?) life.. yesterday marked the 13^th year of my anniversary and I find myself not getting excited at all to do anything about it, thanks to my lack of emotions since the last few months and dear hubby have also played a large contributing role in the whole scene since he also did the same hahaa not that I was surprised by that fact. Well, to be fair he did asked me out for dinner which, I suspected was a counter-reaction and maybe afterthought to my anniversary wish to him. Why this suspicion of counter-reaction and/or afterthought u might think? How do I explain this?...urmmm it wasn’t planned at all and of course cancelled in the end when he thought that I was ok about him not planning anything for our celebration…so the question is…was I really ok with that? Surprisingly YES, sad eh? well, that’s the thing about hopes and aspiration..when you think that the sky is the limit you actually have to face several consequences  which includes having all the motivation to reach the sky limit or falling down below when you’ve utilized all the willpower to reach it. I guess in my case, the options are quite clear…in certain circumstances such as my “love life” do not aim for the sky;  the  top of a tree branch will do hahaa at least it won’t hurt when you fall or if you’re lucky you might have other branches to hold on to while falling down. So, mr almighty sky…you are not a limit to me, I just refuse to go up high and touch u. sad but true yeah? Watch this space people ;)