The best advises in life are always not meant for yourself. If I'd taken all the advises I've given freely to the people I've met, I'd probably be the happiest person alive.
Following a series of unexpected events of the last month, I had to seek advice from a an old friend, someone who knew me from when I was only 13. That one person who know that I knew the best advises for myself and says them out loud to my face. Saying the things that I fear most, the things I've been avoiding to unlock from the back of my thoughts.. the scary thoughts that I knew needs to be settled... the thoughts that reaffirm how screwed up my life actually is and I've been successfully ignored it for the last few years.
So what happens now? Well.. I will now advise myself to find the courage to straighten things out. The one advice for myself that I need to follow... if not now, very soon.
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